I keep thinking about the goals i set for myself this year. To be groomed well, look good, feel good and do good. Heh. Like a slogan pulak.

Just yesterday, i went out with a friend and somewhere along the conversation i asked him what his impression of me was. Intrigued for his answer? Let's just say i wasnt hopeful.

"You're a sad person despite the positivity you preach. Something seems to have happened in the past. Something really bad and its still affecting you. You're trying to deal with it and be a better person but you're struggling"

I smiled wryly.

"How accurate was I?" He asked.

Completely. And there's more. A lot more.