I welcome you to my world



hi
+ Over the mountains and the sea

dear darlin, please excuse my writing. I can't stop my hands from shaking.
how do i tell you something i'm afraid to hear myself?
how do i tell you i'm running out of faith, that the hopes i have are running thin?
how do i tell you i'm hopelessly hanging on to you to stay alive?
how do i tell you i'm slipping and you're not trying to hold on?
how do i tell you the rope is getting thinner by the second?
how do i tell you i cannot convince you to stay?
what if i tell you i don't want to die?
what if i tell you i'm out of reasons and excuses to stay?

yes, i've lost my sanity long before you found me.