I welcome you to my world
hi
hi
+ Over the mountains and the sea
everything you touch surely dies.
so much has happened lately, i dont even know where to beginthe one person it feels right to talk to, is the very one im avoiding.
i have enough on my hands, and im not inviting nonsense into my life.
sometimes, i find myself guilty of living in the moment way too much.
not like its wrong, but in that, i dwell in fantasies of reality being completely omitted from my life.
that's just it right? you start being adventurous and fun and you naivety sets in.
you're like a child running free, unstoppable and full of energy. until you fall and hit yourself hard.
you realized you forgot to look in front.
you were too busy laughing.
you were having too much fun.
wait, is there even such a thing as 'too much fun'?!?!?
then you have a reality check, decide that you have to be realistic too.
so you start becoming cautious and boring
until someday, it kicks in again.
you can't contain it.
i'm already hungry for another adventure.
are you?
the nightmares becoming real.
the only difference is that in reality no one is pointing a gun at my head screaming at me.
why such nightmares?
what are they supposed to mean?