I welcome you to my world
hi
hi
+ Over the mountains and the sea
just hold the smile
more than often i find myself apologizing for the million and one things i'm not.
i am always told i am wrong, i am negative, i shouldnt this and that.
i am not this enough or that enough, i should do better, try harder,
listen and shut up, talk more and voice out.
they tell me what to do, what to think, who to be, what to say.
and all i wonder is, whose life am I living?
they reassure it's mine alright.
but the BUTS are just too many.
i'm SUPPOSED TO please my mother, father, family, friends, employers and people.
i SHOULD BE this that and everything they say is good/right.
and the bottom line is,
I AM NOT ENOUGH.
well, should i be enough?
why can't i be contented with less?
why must i strive to be the best?
why must i only deserve the best of the best?
why can't you understand that i am happy with this much.
AND ITS OKAY. IT REALLY IS.
i am normal. not insane.
i do not believe we need the best to be happy.
i do not believe in what people say or think.
they just do it cause they got nothing better to do.
and they will always have something to say no matter how you do.
talk is cheap.
"It’s easier to be alone, because what if you learn you need love
and then you don't have it? What if you like it and lean on it?"
i'm dying for a change of air. im so tired of all this.
i looked into your eyes the other day, you turned away.
in that moment, i asked myself to recall you looking into my eyes,
smiling just like you used to when we first met.
to my horror, i couldnt recount anything.
has this been going on long enough to be a norm.
and heart died a little a lot.
have you closed your heart on me?
and every time you do it, i back away further.