I welcome you to my world
hi
hi
+ Over the mountains and the sea
show me how to fight them now
"To be a writer you have to write and no
academic degree
is going to do the writing for you."
"
-michelle richmond
it's been so long since i last wrote down my feelings
maybe the last one was to shahul when we had a huge fight i was so upset i was crying so bad.
so i decided to write my feelings away and woke up a new person.
and months later, when i thought about it, i realized what writing did for me
but honestly, i havent had time nor mood to be writing
i wanted to float but they were tied weight to my ankles.
tonight, as my thoughts wandered, it's recollecting all the wrong memories
i miss the boys, our annual private bbq at 'my' room's balcony for my birthday
i miss not working full time. enjoying late nights drinking teh.
random night outs just roaming around, running errands, being a canvas and photographed
but like i told a friend, at some point of time in our lives, people leave.
even your bestest and the closest. for whatever reason or none at all
marriage, a new start, etc. but it doesnt mean what you've shared is any less special
it will always be. and that, is the beauty of love.
it doesn't fade. and if you do recall it, it'll always be as warm.
so i just choose to believe this is all for a better good
that im needed elsewhere and im in for better things, i hope so.
tonight, my prayers end with you.
i miss you grandfather.
the memories will be forever amazing wont it?